It was an unusual 30th year for me, spent 9 months of the year indoors because of the COVID pandemic. and looking back at my previous posts, and its been a while since my last post, you may say that these posts have a lot of hugot in them, and have so much feels throughout the year.
And now that the year is coming to an end, I just hope that 2021 will be better to all of us and it will bring us good fortune.
Almost this time last year, I claimed that 2020 will be my year. I was hoping and kind of expecting that certain things will happen to me this year. But, it didn’t. It was disappointing and heart-breaking but I have to deal with these challenges along the way to make me better, stronger, and a more mature person.
When God closes a door, He opens a window. I guess these things weren’t given to me this year because He knows that I’ll be more ready in 2021. More time for me to prepare for the things that will come along my way once these things are given to me.
Everything happens for a reason. Whatever that reason/those reasons may be, I know that it will be for my own benefit.
#SaTamangPanahon These things will be mine in due time. But for now, I need to turn my negative energy to positive energy and use these energy for me to be more productive.
Just like in my previous birthdays, I chose to stay at home, have a simple celebration with my dad, and just enjoy the company. This year, it was a little bit different. You may say that it was one of the busiest Monday, I experienced throughout the year, a lot of errands, a lot of learning, and a little sideline for our small food business. It was tiring, but it kept me pre-occupied from not thinking on other matters.
Gone are the days of me having a well thought of birth day and I settled to a more simpler and spontaneous birth day; nothing fancy, nothing expensive. Just the time with my dad here in the house is enough for me. I needed this because I haven’t had that much of time to spend it with my dad because of my other matters. But I made sure that nothing’s going to ruin our date on my 31st.
2020 is one of those years. I wouldn’t want to go back to but its something I would look back to. The year pushed my limits on a different level and I know that I took that leap to be able to keep up. That leap, that I know will be fruitful and it will be one of the things that I will look back and say to myself that I don’t want to be stuck and I won’t allow myself to be stuck on something that is not anymore fulfilling.
So before I leap to my bed, I want to greet everyone a Merry Christmas and a Happy New Year!
Oh and by the way, thanks to all of you who remembered!